RainpathlovesArtemis

BLACKNESS...UDDER BLACKNESS...SO UNINSPIRED. I FEEL LIKE MY ONE SANCTUARY IS FINALLY LEAVING ME AND I'M SCARED. THE PRESSURE AND STRESS TOOK THE PLACE OF MY INSPIRATION. I'M SO BLOCKED...LIKE MY FINGERS HAVE BEEN TORN OFF...MY EYES TORN OUT...MIND ERASED OF EVERYTHING BEAUTIFUL...I CAN'T MAKE BEAUTY LIKE I ONCE COULD....MUSE....RETURN TO ME...PLEASE...I'LL DO ANYTHING TO FEEL SOMETHING AGAIN...

















































I'm not crazy....but why do I feel like I'm lost...alone...like a madman...(not the cool kind in a box) I feel like crying and screaming and throwing things. I am lost......I'm not me....not the me I was...

SAVE ME FROM THE NOTHING I'VE BECOME...SAVE ME FROM THE NOTHING I'VE BECOME...SAVE ME FROM THE NOTHING I'VE BECOME...SAVE ME FROM THE NOTHING I'VE BECOME...SAVE ME FROM THE NOTHING I'VE BECOME...SAVE ME FROM THE NOTHING I'VE BECOME...SAVE ME FROM THE NOTHING I'VE BECOME...SAVE ME FROM THE NOTHING I'VE BECOME...SAVE ME FROM THE NOTHING...SAVE ME FROM THE NOTHING...SAVE ME FROM THE NOTHING...SAVE ME FROM THE NOTHING...SAVE ME FROM THE NOTHING...SAVE ME FROM THE NOTHING...SAVE ME FROM THE NOTHING...SAVE ME FROM THE NOTHING...SAVE ME FROM THE NOTHING...SAVE ME FROM...SAVE ME FROM...SAVE ME FROM...SAVE ME FROM...SAVE ME FROM...SAVE ME FROM...SAVE ME FROM...SAVE ME FROM...SAVE ME FROM...SAVE ME FROM...SAVE ME FROM...SAVE ME...SAVE ME...SAVE ME...SAVE ME...SAVE ME...SAVE ME...SAVE ME...SAVE ME...SAVE ME...SAVE ME...SAVE ME...SAVE ME...SAVE ME...SAVE ME...SAVE ME...SAVE ME...SAVE ME...SAVE ME...SAVE ME...SAVE ME...SAVE ME...SAVE ME...SAVE ME...SAVE ME...SAVE ME...SAVE ME...SAVE ME...SAVE ME...SAVE ME...SAVE ME...SAVE ME...SAVE ME...SAVE ME...SAVE ME...SAVE ME...SAVE ME...SAVE ME...SAVE ME...SAVE ME...SAVE ME...SAVE ME...SAVE ME...SAVE ME...SAVE ME...SAVE ME...SAVE ME...SAVE ME...SAVE ME...SAVE ME...SAVE ME...SAVE ME...SAVE ME...SAVE ME...SAVE ME...SAVE ME...SAVE ME...SAVE ME...SAVE ME...SAVE ME...SAVE ME...SAVE ME...SAVE ME...SAVE ME...SAVE ME...SAVE ME...SAVE ME...SAVE ME...SAVE ME...SAVE ME...SAVE ME...SAVE ME...SAVE ME...SAVE ME...SAVE ME...SAVE ME...SAVE ME...SAVE ME...SAVE ME...SAVE ME...SAVE ME...SAVE ME...SAVE ME...SAVE ME...SAVE ME...SAVE ME...SAVE ME...SAVE ME...SAVE ME...SAVE ME...SAVE ME...SAVE ME...SAVE ME...SAVE ME...SAVE ME...SAVE ME...SAVE ME...SAVE ME...SAVE ME...SAVE ME...SAVE ME...SAVE ME...SAVE ME...SAVE ME...SAVE ME...SAVE ME...SAVE ME...SAVE ME...SAVE ME...SAVE ME...SAVE ME...SAVE ME...SAVE ME...SAVE ME...SAVE ME...SAVE ME...SAVE ME...SAVE ME...SAVE ME...SAVE ME...SAVE ME...SAVE ME...SAVE ME...SAVE ME...SAVE ME...SAVE ME...SAVE ME...SAVE ME...SAVE ME...SAVE ME...SAVE ME...SAVE ME...SAVE ME...SAVE ME...SAVE ME...SAVE ME...SAVE ME...SAVE ME...SAVE ME...SAVE ME...SAVE ME...SAVE ME...SAVE ME...SAVE ME...SAVE ME...SAVE ME...SAVE ME...SAVE ME...SAVE ME...SAVE ME...SAVE ME...SAVE ME...SAVE ME...SAVE ME...SAVE ME...SAVE ME...SAVE ME...SAVE ME...SAVE ME...SAVE ME...SAVE ME...SAVE ME...SAVE ME...SAVE ME...SAVE ME...SAVE ME...SAVE ME...SAVE ME...SAVE ME...SAVE ME...SAVE ME...SAVE ME...SAVE ME...SAVE ME...SAVE ME...SAVE ME...SAVE ME...SAVE ME...SAVE ME...SAVE ME...SAVE ME...SAVE ME...SAVE ME...SAVE ME...SAVE ME...SAVE ME...SAVE ME...SAVE ME...SAVE ME...SAVE ME...SAVE ME...SAVE ME...SAVE ME...SAVE ME...SAVE ME...SAVE ME...SAVE ME...SAVE ME...SAVE ME...SAVE ME...SAVE ME...SAVE ME...SAVE ME...SAVE ME...SAVE ME...SAVE ME...SAVE ME...SAVE ME...SAVE ME...SAVE ME...SAVE ME...SAVE ME...SAVE ME...

I really don't know a lot right now...

So for the last few years my depression has hit me harder and harder until this year...this year I can barley sit in class before wanting to run and hide in the corner. I even left school one day just because I couldn't do it....I feel so alone. I try to make myself eel better by talking to people online, someone who maybe understands, but all i get is anger that im not social in real life...and I get pity in cyberspace.

I finally told my parents I'm done fighting it all...they are taking me to the doctor this week...does anyone have any advise? Please?

So my story Titan Facility is a little stuck, so I'm opening it to Demigods and Demititans.

Note they would be minor characters, but could still have a side story.

If yous summit a demigod rules

-cannot be overpowering boss
-cannot be a child of the big three
-has to be someone the camp wouldn't miss
-cannot be anything besides greek/roman
-only one immortal parent/relation to god.

If you summit a demititan rules

-cannot escape their pod
-cannot be a child of Kronos (unless you follow proper timeline of the story, which would make them a child.)
-cannot be anything but greek/roman
-only one immortal parent/relation to god.

Templates
Demititan
Name-
Age-
Appearance-
Containment age-
Containment date-
Legal death-
Mortal Parent-
Immortal parent-
Magical Item(s)-
How they were removed from camp-

Demigod
Name-
Age-
Appearance-
Date of enlistment-
Mortal parent-
Immortal parent-
Magical Item(s)-
Natural Enemy-
Wing- (This is medical, tech, or security. if security, name titan sector s/he works in)

I'm looking for as many as I can get. But please don't just summit a hundred. share this and we could have a ton of demigods and demititans for this story.

SO TODAY MARKS THE THIRD ANNIVERSARY OF SAPPHIRE AND DYLIN!!!

Here's a link to all of my stories about them: :linkwww.fanfiction.net/s/8450392/1…:

Also some works of them by my friends












Also I have an entire folder on my gallery dedicated to them: :linkrainpathlovesartemis.deviantar…:

And there are some stand alone stories on my ff.net page including

Sapphire's Odyssey
Misadventures of Truth or Dare Gods at Camp